this is a story about a depressed young woman all of a sudden, all she felt was that she is worthless, there’s nothing she can do better that she may not have a future she felt very sad, and all she could do was to let the tears stream down her face with a dangling hope that this won’t happen again expecting someone to say … Continue reading wednesday, 2:27 am
It’s that time of the month again; a period where most biologically female individuals hated themselves for being very hormonal. Yours truly, to be exact. And everything that happened just seems to be annoying no matter how unannoying they actually are. Am probably going to regret or laugh at myself when I get over this but right now…I’m just going to let it all out. … Continue reading unnecessary sadness
The last few months had been tiring. People are tiring; this is the fourth or fifth time I typed it. I. Am. Tired. It’s not that they are completely irritating — well sometimes, maybe — but I think it’s more about me. I’m the type of person who is outgoing and all that, yet if I keep on dealing with the same people again and again and again and again, … Continue reading about… me.
of all the things that i am; ― a burst of energy, a heartfelt clingy, hormone-controlled, anxiety-fooled, ― my likes and my dislikes, my yeses and my nos, days ups and downs, the failure that shapes, the mistakes that rapes, ―the first born, who should’ve achieved more the fearful, innocent, trapped in a whirlwind of unwanted theories, sense of worthlessness, I N S E C … Continue reading of all the things that i am
And so I changed into a nicer outfit, grabbed my car eyes, checked on the room where I caught my mom sleeping and my youngest sister sitting nicely on the bed. I kissed her on the way out, and went straight into my car without even locking any keys. The Chainsmokers’ new single featuring Coldplay, Something Just Like This, is playing on repeat: I have … Continue reading :(: Melbourne
‘But I never liked him, either,’ I defended my self and my current relationship. Those monthly fluctuations of my hormones somehow betray me for at least some days each month. On different nights I would be (or feel) attacked by intrusive thoughts, or thoughts I once (or twice) had in the past. Last night, it was the thought of this guy I was close twice … Continue reading autobiograph: The Answer
They say, “Don’t expect too much, you’ll hurt,”or “Don’t hope too much, you’ll be disappointed.” And it’s true. Sometimes hoping on something so much, gives pain in return. Other rare times, hope gives you the happiness you’ve been yearning for. But most times, Hope keeps someone going. Everybody needs inspiration, Everybody needs a soul. A beautiful melody, When the night’s so long. Cause’ there is … Continue reading Hope & His Sister