unnecessary sadness

It’s that time of the month again; a period where most biologically female individuals hated themselves for being very hormonal. Yours truly, to be exact. And everything that happened just seems to be annoying no matter how unannoying they actually are. Am probably going to regret or laugh at myself when I get over this but right now…I’m just going to let it all out. … Continue reading unnecessary sadness

of all the things that i am

of all the things that i am; ― a burst of energy, a heartfelt clingy, hormone-controlled, anxiety-fooled, ― my likes and my dislikes, my yeses and my nos, days ups and downs, the failure that shapes, the mistakes that rapes, ―the first born, who should’ve achieved more the fearful, innocent, trapped in a whirlwind of unwanted theories, sense of worthlessness, I N S E C … Continue reading of all the things that i am

autobiograph: The Answer

‘But I never liked him, either,’ I defended my self and my current relationship. Those monthly fluctuations of my hormones somehow betray me for at least some days each month. On different nights I would be (or feel) attacked by intrusive thoughts, or thoughts I once (or twice) had in the past. Last night, it was the thought of this guy I was close twice … Continue reading autobiograph: The Answer

Hope & His Sister

They say, “Don’t expect too much, you’ll hurt,”or “Don’t hope too much, you’ll be disappointed.” And it’s true. Sometimes hoping on something so much, gives pain in return. Other rare times, hope gives you the happiness you’ve been yearning for. But most times, Hope keeps someone going. Everybody needs inspiration, Everybody needs a soul. A beautiful melody, When the night’s so long. Cause’ there is … Continue reading Hope & His Sister